Practice Tracks - Wakeful State

1. Summer Term

Radio silence
For the next few days
For the last few days
I guess I never really missed you

Is it worth it
To go after you?
Is it true
That i'm just being used?

Is it true
That when I see you
I'll spend my summer without you?
Is it true
That when I see you
I'll spend my summer without you?
Is it true
That after Tuesday
I'm spending summer without you?

2. Wherever

I wanna know wherever you are
I'm asking you to talk to me
I don't think it's too much to ask
A little more time
Spent making enemies—when will it stop?

I just wanna be wherever you are
I wanna stand next to you
Why is it that we fall apart
Whenever you find
That you're a bit busy?

I want you to be here for me
Wrapped up in your sheets
I know you need some time away from me

3. Your Ghost Won't Leave My Room

I hold on to your words as they fall out of your mouth
You haunt my room, I can't sleep and I can not talk it out

I saw your ghost by the road on the corner of my block
It was real and it looked at me and talked
Whispered words I had only heard in thoughts

I froze and fell to the ground hugging lone trees while I sobbed
I wish you would come back to me and stop
Your ghost from telling me that we were done

I can't have you, it's already done
I won't know you, in two years you'll be gone
Why am I so fucking sad all of the time?
Moving on while you're moving out and that is...fine

4. I Am Walking to Your Apartment

Late at night
I'll make the trek to be by your side
In the light of these old street lamps

It's okay
Alone right now, but I will see you today!
Life is just a faded memory...from yesterday

Haunted blocks
Walked with a smile but now that joy is gone
I'm a ghost that wanders aimlessly through my past life

Simple thoughts
Get me through but it was never enough!
Dissolving into the uneven sidewalk bricks laid out for this

5. What You Need

I cope with suicide notes
Get off my back
I lack that bravery
That I desperately need
That I desperately need

I dream of what we could be
I know it's bad
I lack that self-restraint
That I desperately need
That I desperately need

I don't know what you need
I don't know what you need
I don't know what you need
Too bad for me

6. My Anxious Girl

I know in the end I'll be fine
We'll meet, say our final goodbyes
I knew that this day would come
Maybe I deserve someone...else

The fear of living a life
Without someone at my side
I was never good enough
To be by my lonesome...self

I will miss you, my anxious girl
If I should leave then why does it still hurt?
I will miss you, my anxious girl
If I should leave then why does it still hurt?
I will miss you, my anxious girl
If I should leave then why does it still hurt?
I will miss you, my anxious girl
If I should leave then why does it still hurt?